I woke up in a different side That I could never imagine that is real I couldn't feel the touch of the world Even less talking to those I loved All my beliefs were fighting against me And I had no defense All that I put importance, was merely an illusion Upside down The way I’ve seen What one day belonged to me It felt like I dedicated too much for nothing (inside out) The world has fallen on me And I've felt as if there was no tomorrow (Life) carries on and now I know How much I left behind But everyone has a chance To live again And by living again we will discover ourselves (I was) an abandoned soul Stunned by the purest reality I had nowhere to go My presence became my own martyr Then after years feeling an intense pain I decided to accept the death And through total darkness I understood the meaning of life