Now that months have passed, I don't think about our past I know it wouldn't last, so I'm not mad about what we had I know you're feelin' sad, still cryin' every night I know seasons change, and you're not feelin' right (yeah) You held me close, I remember (yeah) I left you cold in December (yeah) You watched me break and don't say a thing You can't hear a thing, so I'll scream now I'm all alone in November She's never here when I need her I try a lot, and I cry a lot And I'm tryin' hard not to bleed out You don't wanna share your love, but I keep makin' moves for us And you don't wanna gain my trust so you could get it lost in lust And I just wanna fall in love, but I don't wanna fall with some 'Cause they be down in the dumps and I ain't got time for jokes, yeah You held me close, I remember (you held me close) I left you cold in December (cold in December) You watched me break and don't say a thing You can't hear a thing so I'll scream now (now) I'm all alone in November (all alone) She's never here when I need her (never here when) I try a lot, and I cry a lot And I'm tryin' hard not to bleed out I'm tryin' hard not to bleed out You're never close when I need ya When I need ya When I need ya