I just said goodbye to Loretta, my lover, for the last time no more would she lie nor would I upset her and wish the same to no one there was liquor if needed 5 miles down a dangerous road there was plenty of nothing right here if I need to explode I turned to watch my child sleep It felt good and warm to stand beside her dreams I had been distracted by a love Or so 'retta had seemed And the howling wind became my good friend Instead of something we would hide against And it felt good to feel our love In the past tense