you walked away i fell to he ground will i ever get up again? i reached out for you you ignored the sound of my head bouncing up and down hapless noises that slide with me remember the voices spiral through my head into the bed i wish would swallow me whole and i can't help but think it will never happen again so i close my eyes and float out drowning my thoughts in the memories and i feel myself being consumed by the past wake on the floor for a ten minute morning and the spinning thought that you would be the last i can never return where the smiling thoughts went a twisted morning the echo of sunshine i will never know them again why didn't you tell me i was getting cold why couldn't you ask i would never say no now i'm searching for a reason why so i close my eyes and float out to sea i was looking for something as hard as goodbye and i feel myself being consumed by the past and the spinning thought that you would be the last drowning my thoughts in the memories