Home Grown

I Hate Myself

Home Grown


Deep down inside me, I feel I need a change. 
So sick of everything, it all just seems the same. 
Always unhappy, I cannot find a smile. 
Wasting my life away, I guess you can call it suicide. 

My life's a waste. 
Nothing left for me to hate. 
I hate myself. I have no friends. 
I'm treading water, I'm struggling by the edge. 
I'm sitting here all alone, I just can't lose myself. 
My friends ignore me, they think my life's a waste. 
They're now my enemies, all of which I hate. 

Always unhappy, I got a gun pointed to my head. 
Will someone come help me now, before I turn out dead?