Here I go again, terrified myself I suffocated in these walls I've built up I'm no good at self-love And I'm wasting, I'm wasting my time I'm terrible to myself Terrible to myself I hate myself Sometimes I hate, I hate myself I look for happiness in the bottom of a glass Drowning in the dark thoughts of an egomaniac I'm making enemies all the bullies in my mind They try to hurt me but it was me the whole time I'm terrible to mysеlf Terrible to myself I hatе myself Sometimes I hate, I hate, I hate myself I crawl around on the ceiling Pull me down but I'm liking how it's feeling Here I go again, I'm fighting with my manic head I'm losing grip of it, tempered little fits Mantras on my tongue but nothing ever sticks Battle with the love and the hate of myself Wishing I could be somebody, swapping for somebody else I stuck around a while and I heard you call me brave But all I did was wake up just to live another day And I hate myself Terrible to myself Terrible to myself I hate myself Sometimes I, I hate myself Sometimes I, I hate myself Sometimes I hate, I hate, I hate myself