Bloodtrails in the snow Someones dying, that's all I know But the fear of something loathing Pains my heart I can hear the ice crack under me My washed up mind is calling me For three simple words The more they're used The less they're heard Where's my life I am lost Through the snowstorm It's unspoken Through the snowstorm I lose hope Through the snowstorm Of the lost It hurts inside my head I'm dying in my bed I close my life inside And I'll soon be dead When my world explodes Will I ever see clearly? Father, forgive me I am frail I used my words in the wrong way Left the cord unplugged Didn't hear what I had to say Mother, please try to understand The imprinted message Stayed closed in my hand Didn't speak my mind It's all gone in the storm It hurts inside my head I'm dying in my bed I close my life inside And I'll soon be dead When my world explodes Will I ever see clearly? Leave me out And draw the line It's all in due time My life is defined by the lack of decisions, How can I restrict myself so much I feel it in the air, I feel it in me