you're the better days; something bright in a dark hallway. and i'm blind, leaning against picture frames trying to feel my way past the rising flames. and maybe this won't just be temporary. and maybe i'll finally find sanctuary. while there's something i can't put my fingers on i just want to put my fingers on you. stay in earshot, because sooner or later i'll figure out what i meant to say so many days ago. you're the answer to every question i'm too scared to ask there's too many regrets to mention from my past but you could be the one thing that i look back on and love cuz at the end of every best-case scenario you're what i'm thinking of and i've thought so long about this. am i thinking straight? for the first time in years, i think it's not too late to make a martyr of my memories the not-too-distant legacy of such a fucked-up fate. but i'm shifting all the blame and i've gotten so good at it i could pass any exam on perpetuating bad habits come in closer, i've got important business i've figured out that i don't want to miss this i'm wreaking havoc on all my old habits because they just leave me dry cuz they just deceive and lie but you make me feel so much less damaged and i'm ravaged by you, and those eyes and that laugh, and oh, god, i guess it's everything. i'd give up anything for a shot at this.