I've got a list of fuck-ups that never seems to end
Throw on a pair of pretty eyes, add a couple more lost friends
Now my nerves control my brain and my heart is in the dirt
I'm bleeding out and falling short 'cause I can't stop the hurt
Now I'm breaking down faster than I can start to mend
It's more bitter than it's sweet and it never fucking ends
So now I don't look up because my sky is falling
And I don't look down because my ground is gone
If I listen close I hear the truth is calling
It takes more to fix this than just one song
So now I'm always searching for something I can't find
What do you do when you don't know what's been missing all this time?
Is it a smile I can't forget or some words I wish I did?
Anxiety gets the best of me, it tears me limb from limb
So I'll smile at the little things and choke a bitter laugh
I'll lie in bed with eyes wide open and play another track
Because sleep seems to have left me and exhaustion comes and goes
Just think about the little things 'cause I can't close my eyes and make it go away
