watched tv too much last night made me nervous and numb at the same time how greedy we've become yet more fragile that ever as bitterness crawls behind that indolent smile like two wrongs could make a right like we couldn't live without them anymore the worst thing is that we've all been lied to and it doesn't even bother us anymore is it that we have to? it's a fine line between courage and insanity is it that we need to that we're lost in between meaning and all that comes out as so vain..? of all those smiles that we share of all those things we do without asking the best thing: although we've all been lied to we cannot lie to ourselves anymore