The needle always finds its way To help me swallow my pride When there is nothing left to say When there is nothing left to do And I'm the one to spread the news... I know I shouldn't do it I am killing myself When I'm supposed to heal I am out of my mind That's when the feeling fades away And I stop feeling useless... For how long can I go on like this? How long before something goes wrong? I can kill making mistakes It's time for me to stop It's time for me to stop But I can't let it go away It takes me so high I can't give it up You can lay down beside me Let's watch the ceiling spin... How can it all be So close, within his reach - it shouldn't be that easy No one could tell what was hapenning How can one trust him now? I don't know, what it always like this? Please tell me, please tell me I know it hurts but I want my share I'm so glad it's within grasp When I need to find the strenght to keep trying it right I think I need just one more shot How can it all be So close, within his reach - it shouldn't be that easy No one could tell what was hapenning His white addiction I don't know, what it always like this? Please tell me, please tell me