I had to go to hell to find my dignity I had to lick the asphalt to rescue my sanity I had to climb the highest mountain to see the clarity Every wound hurts if you touch it Deep inside I like the pain And the blood that flows Someone told me life is beautiful like a rose I just want to find him and and rip the blood out his nose I like the sad solos I like the darkest beats My hair flies with the breeze of fear My face is cold as death My heart empty as the moon And the rats inside me at the hate that chocked my throat In the game of life I played the dice and spent all my chips A dangerous game, a one way trip You sell your soul and get in a tunnel with no exit I wrapped my heart with barbed wire so no one will put their hands on it I like the sad solos I like the darkest beats My hair flies with the breeze of fear My face is cold as death My heart empty as the moon And the rats inside me at the hate that chocked my throat