Don't be upset or mad at all
Don't feel regret or sad at all
Hey, I'm still a part of the family Madrigal
And I'm fine, I am totally fine
I will stand on the side as you shine
I'm not fine, I'm not fine
And you're probably with that blonde girl
Who always made me doubt
She's so much older than me
She's everything I'm insecure about
Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs
'Cause how could I ever love someone else?
Always walking alone
Always wanting for more
Like I'm still at that door longing to shine
Like all of you shine
Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street
All my friends are tired
Of hearing how much I miss you
But I kinda feel sorry for them
'Cause they'll never know you the way that I do, yeah
Today I drove through the suburbs
And pictured I was driving home to you
I can't heal what's broken
Can't control the morning rain or a hurricane
Can't keep down the unspoken invisible pain
Always waiting on a miracle, a miracle
And I know we weren't perfect, but I've never felt this way, for no one, oh-oh
And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay, now that I'm gone
I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street
I am ready, come on, I'm ready
I've been patient and steadfast and steady
Bless me now as you blessed us all those years ago
When you gave us a miracle
(Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)
Sidewalks we crossed
I still hear your voice in the traffic, we're laughing
Over all the noise, God, I'm so blue, know we're through
But I still fucking love you, babe (ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)
I would move the mountains
Make new trees and flowers grow
Someone, please, just let me know, where do I go?
I am waiting on a miracle, a miracle
I would heal what's broken
Show this family something new
Who I am inside, so what can I do?
I'm sick of waiting on a miracle, so here I go
Am I too late for a miracle?
