I keep losing touch with everything And I'm failing to clearly see the Differences between the joys and sorrows That my life can bring I'll push the thoughts aside Deep into the corners of my mind But don't search or look inside You won't like the answers you may find There's times where it is hard to try I know there's nothing that I can control here Fuck up, repeat It's the usual for me Learn the hard way And I know theres times when its not alright But I won't let that get in the way of All my hopes and dreams This is all thats important to me Before this I felt There's nothing for me Then I left and regained my sanity Friendships I've made and places I've seen Let me know this is where I want to be Why should I continue to listen To the negative voice in my head I'm going to rise from the bottom this time And grab exactly what I want out of life