Ive always blamed it on you Never tried to understand Ive always thought that you know That my life was in your hand Ive been told all my life to shut up I dont want it, i never speak I am so sad, im so scared So close youre drifting far away i just close my eyes and fly away i see my life is not so fair you see a gun aiming at you waking up with peace around you why am i alone when i hate it there are so many thoughts i want to let out as i feel you in the back of my head im trying to reach after your hand i am so sad, i am so scared so close youre drifting far away i just close my eyes and fly away i see my life is not so fair so close youre drifting far away i just close my eyes and fly away all is lost it is too late so close youre drifting far away i just close my eyes and fly away life is shit and me it must hate