Embittered Exhausted Engulfed in apathy A broken piece Of human flesh Enslaved by bigotry A thousand times I faltered A thousand times I failed A thousand lies I told myself In agonizing wail Shattered, torn And led astray From things I cherished most And here I stand Amidst the crowd A solitary ghost Taken For granted Abandoning my deeds Deception is The masquerade I'm bound to bear within Another endless night Lingering alone Another pill To ease the pain In a world gone cold One step closer To end this agony The mirror spits The brutal truth And the walls come closing in The trigger calls my name out loud A finger breaks the sacred vow The pain no longer holds me captive As I steer away From earthly ground Another endless night Lingering alone Another pill To step away From a life gone wrong One step closer To fulfill my destiny The looking glass The single witness Of my impending tragedy The trigger calls my name out loud A finger breaks the sacred vow The final warm embrace of death Grant me the peace I never found Another endless night I hear them call my name