Try to conceive what it was like to be looking back at my body from the cracks in the ceiling revealing my history to a man who made me turn away as he measure the weight of the problem in place he wore a look i couldn't face, i'd never be the same does it show so much everyone knows so much it overflows too much to hold or carry home I was kept caged, humiliated on public display they'd take me out just to announce that i would never escape clawing at straws, up and down off the walls then you fall and its all a black out defeat's a phase, conquer the pain crawl 6 feet straight back out does it show so much everyone knows so much it overflows too much to hold or carry home...