Hanin Elias

In My Room

Hanin Elias


In my room, 
I hear sounds, 
they want me to be found. 
It just feels like the last drops are getting sucked out of me.
I would die to finish this, but I don't even - get the chance.
It is time to give it up 
and to give in to life-long depression. 
I was supposed to be what I am, 
but it's all over now, 
too late to start again. 
I have to learn, 
to live again,
as something new, something new.
I was programmed to destroy, 
and the dark side has no food anymore. 
In my room, 
I hear no sound, 
'cause I'm lost, 
can not be found. 
The bright side seems so superficial and emptyness surrounds me. 
I wanna run and jump, 
I wanna run and jump, I wanna run jump...Don't catch me. 
I wish I could, do something else, something else, 
than being me. 
It's time to die, 
slow and painless, 
in my room, 
I hear no sound, 
'cause I'm lost, 
cannot be found, 'cause I'm lost, cannot be found.