Searching in this endless sea There's nothing else that's left for me The pain will end and drown with me The end will come eventually Hopefully I learn to see Everything that's wrong with me The waves they crash into the beach As I find peace beneath the sea Heart will stop My lungs will flood I sink deeper in the mud I can't even trust myself Relationships done fucked me up Smoking blunts Until my eyes are lower than the setting Sun I don't wanna feel no more I drown in drugs until I'm numb Tell me that you need me then just leave me behind I get it that I'm boring and you're one of a kind I'ma open up the gate Introduce the demons You could be the victim Would you like to meet them Their horns are not pleasing They come in the evening Don't you ever come close They will leave you bleeding In a Maserati Engine roaring speeding Rolling off the molly Wanna fix my feelings Wanna fix my feelings 'Cause she left me broken My bank account is empty I spent it all on smoking Searching in this endless sea There's nothing else that's left for me The pain will end and drown with me The end will come eventually Hopefully I learn to see Everything that's wrong with me The waves they crash into the beach As I find peace beneath the sea Heart will stop My lungs will flood I sink deeper in the mud I can't even trust myself Relationships done fucked me up Relationships done fucked me up Don't think that I'm numb enough Oh you love me? Never thought you could be dumb enough I'ma hurt you 'Cause I hurt everything I touch I hurt everything I touch I really coz I hurt everything I touch Oh you love me? Never thought you could be dumb enough (I don't know what he said) For relationships fuck me... Up Relationships done fucked me up