Never felt so old So ready to fold it all down So at home on the cold, hard ground I'm not chasing Sun no more How I love that light But it don't help when the nights get long I'm too tired to right all the wrongs I must have done to end up so far gone But my sweet friend, the angel You float in on the wind Tell me this is not the end And you say, you say, you say That I just got to play this game and I'll leave it alive And someday, someday, someday I'll look back and see all the pain and fear was a lie You gotta die awhile to come back a butterfly When it comes to change All I know is to rage against It don't matter the cage I'm in Still feels like a home to me But then the rain comes down And I'm afraid that I'll drown in here I cover my head, but it's loud and clear There's only one way out Oh, cruel world, you break me Out of all my shells I guess you know me well And you say, you say, you say That I just got to play this game and I'll leave it alive And someday, someday, someday I'll look back and see all the pain and fear was a lie You gotta die awhile to come back a butterfly Oh, my soul, I feel you Reaching for the wind Longing to begin again Butterfly