Lost boy hoping I find my way home Lost sight of why I'm here and where the fuck I should go One hundred twenty miles from my area code Spilt whiskey on my shirt inside this evergreen home Might tumble down and fall beneath the thick of the mist A silhouette sat in the distance comes and swings with a miss I climb trees just to save myself from what could've been And hide high upon this mountain with a pad and a pen The drifter lives down the road And if he follows me home Then I'll pack everything and leave till I know That I am safe beside my company, although he's below And then he'll gut me like a pig and leave my bones to the crows And this time I've convinced myself that I'm gonna die Oh, I don't think that it's alright, but I'll just pray to the sky I'll find a God in what I sing and sing it every night And maybe time will tell my story I won't put up a fight 'Cause fear leads me towards destruction Crippled unable to function Full of unwanted assumptions Petrified by my consumptions Used to hide along the meadow And now I practice my falsetto I've been like this from the get-go I don't ever wanna let go The walls we build hide all the bodies Of everyone who lives inside me