guardin

Cuba Lake

guardin


I fell asleep in the backseat
With my eyes wide shut bumpin backstreet
We arrived on time to the crash scene
I just stared as I saw my body pass me could've swore that this shit happened last week
Got a hunch it's a reoccurring bad dream
Had a bunch last year when they asked me
What is it that you fear in your passing?

What is it that you fear in your passing?
Maybe death but it's more so in the crashing do I feel everything as it's flashing?
Do I care?
Does it hurt?
Yeah I'm asking cause I don't have a clue how to feel why do all of these dreams seem so real?
Would it change if I just took the wheel?
I don't know till all four tires squeal

I'm stuck in a nightmare scared by where my eyes stare
No clipping through my car door
My body will just lie there
Reaching towards the skies stairs
You won't make it I swear
The current is pulling me
I'm hoping I don't die here

I'm stuck in a nightmare scared by where my eyes stare
No clipping through my car door
My body will just lie there
Reaching towards the skies stairs
You won't make it I swear
The current is pulling me
I'm hoping I don't die here

Floating to the surface
I guess life is worth it
Beat the fuck out of myself tell me that I deserve it
Anxious is a person
For that I am certain
I embody all my fears and wear them like a curtain