Candy and recordings And some things that make me smile I put them in a bag and drive away for a while it all amounts to nothing when nothing is what you want I could have a fancy car and a house in the sun But its you I wish I had hidden under my bed And every turn I make I get more scared Every smile I fake I get more sad I can't shake away these blues Ive had Still everyday I try to pick up the pieces I know that I'd be happy if I led a shallow life But now its much too late to even go back in time I'd be laughing at it if it wasn't for the pain Still i have some good news: Think I'm almost barely sane Another good thing I've found: You cant get lower than the ground And every turn I make I get more scared Every smile I fake I get more sad I can't shake away these blues Ive had Still everyday I try to pick up the pieces I'm not ok but its alright I'm not alright but I'll be fine Try something simplier this time I need a little hand to fall in line And every turn I make I get more scared Every smile I fake I get more sad I can't shake away these blues Ive had Still everyday I try to pick up the pieces Im not having fun trying to pick up the pieces