Stricken

Out of drugs, pissed off again 
I think I am nearing the end 
Another fucking day 
Another disappointment 
Scars in my flesh tell the story 
- Of a broken man 

Pessimistic existence 
Numb myself with chemicals 
Drunk and fucking angry 
I'm sick of fucking screaming 
How much longer can I take 
Living a life without no meaning 

Fucking stricken 

Dreams and goals = void loneliness confusion 
Trapped within a cell of negativity 
Why try??? When failure is the norm 
Work sucks, life sucks 
I wish I was never born