If you really wanna see me cut myself wide open As a constant reminder of where I came from As I pass your house on Longwood Road (I'll think about) All the times I would have driven you home when you were too fucked up Now you're just a site that I can visit when I'm home (Visit when I'm home) I know it's wrong that I hated you for it But try and understand that I was young and innocent Now you know how fucked up I really am Maybe it'd be different if I had a second chance Or if I could still grab your reaching hand I know a better road And if I had to do this all again I'd take the same way home I know it's wrong that I hated you for it But try and understand that I was young and innocent Cause your colors are always changing It's obvious that you never cared at all And all I have are these bitter goddamn songs We're too far for letting this go Are true words that I live by And it's why I spend my holidays alone Cause your colors are always changing You're always changing Cause your colors are always changing It's obvious you never cared at all And all I have are these bitter goddamn songs We're too far for letting this go Are true words that I live by I think it's safe to say that I'm the one alone