Bless me father for I have sinned First and foremost for giving in What I have come to understand Misfortune came by my own hand Do as I say, not as I've done What I've become must be undone All the loss I've endured Faither is a sickness and I am cured So many promisses fallen through My hatred grew every day for you A thousand drugs for a thousand highs About witch I told a thousand lies The cursed thoughts within my head The cursed things that I have said Of all the ways to behave like scum All the temptations to witch I've succumb Bless me father for I have sinned Bless me father for I have sinned Bless me father for I have sinned Bless me father Forgive me mother for I have sinned I can't decide where to begin The man you raised is now a ghost You've been the one I've hurt the most Do as I say, not as I've done What I've become must be undone All the loss I've endured Faither is a sickness and I am cured The slepless nights full of concern Knowing now trust is something earned Disappointing in every way A new excuse every single day Despite the chances that I have had I'm a worthless son and a worthless dad A careless lover to all I've fucked And to all my bastards I wish the best of luck For all I've borrowed an all I've stole Please have mercy upon my soul I know this apology isn't much I know I curse everything I touch Do as I say, not as I've done What I've become must be undone All the loss I've endured Faither is a sickness and I am cured Treating life just like a game Every scar on my arm, another badge of shame How the years seem to fly by Walking this crooked line till I die