remove from me your love and fill your life with needless things forget about my fears and turn the clocks backward my days are growing long...too long holding back the tears, call the quarters out one by one self-medication has begun no relief, no retreat from hopelessness and grief call the quarters one by one, self medication has begun the voice of eastern wind speaks with seven silver tongues poisoning my mind looking to the north the earth is swallowing the sky weakening my being walking to the west i bleed a slowly flowing stream deadening my heart turning southward now staring through the flames blackening my soul voices like thunder come life is a symptom giving up, letting go, is the only way i know crashing on broken wings, what pleasure failure brings as my lips pass my final breath i think of you and welcome death and for the things i've left undone for the moon and for the sun light a fire on sea and sky and salt the earth where my body may lie