Why am I here? What's going on? How could these blessings All have turned out so wrong? Where are You when I need You the most? You took all the Holy and left me with the ghost So now all that I'm needing Is to feel You with me 'Cause I can get tired believing In the things I can't see Faith isn't always easy Despite all this time, You find me still here The place that I swore away from each New Year And this road that I'm walking I keep losing my way 'Cause the straight and the narrow's Laid out more like a maze So now all that I'm needing Is to feel You with me 'Cause I can get tired believing In the things I can't see I'm wrestling angels For more than a sign 'Cause I just cannot settle For a faith with no spine If You're not in the valley, Then tell me what's the use of the mountain top? And at least if we're wrestling I don't need more proof That You're and intimate God It's not easy But I wouldn't want easy So now all that I'm needing Is to feel You with me 'Cause I can get tired believing In the things I can't see I'm wrestling angels For more than a sign 'Cause I just cannot settle For a faith with no spine Faith isn't always easy