And if you could see me The way that I am Every time that I see you I act like a different man I can see from my mind's eye I make up senarios in my head I remember the things I did I know I fucked up and I wish I was dead What is it that scares me What do I care what you think Cause you only hurt me And with your words I shrink If I could own you You'd do what I'd say You'd listen to me You would You'd do what I'd say You'd fuckin' listen And then when you call me You act like nothing's wrong Like I'm in a desert What makes you so strong