I've been fighting with myself way too long Need a quit it like it's quidditch with the golden balls And I know my best friends don't care at all And I'ma watch them fall, like the Berlin wall And I said what I said, they don't know what I mean And I've been losin' friends and gaining enemies And now they swearing that they know what's best for me They don't know what I need, I need, I need Freedom and ecstasy I need a picture of you when you were next to me I need an ex hoe that ain't dead to me I need you both dead, you and stephany Freedom and ecstasy I need a picture of you when you were next to me I need an ex hoe that ain't dead to me I need you both dead, you and stephany I wanna leave it behind, I wanna watch the whole world burn Bein' friends with the devil has it's perks I wanna stab my skin till it fuckin' hurts I wanna make them learn, I wanna, I wanna Drown myself in these mountains I call home I need to know why I'm happy alone I need to know, you kicked me while I'm low And I need to know why I need Freedom and ecstasy I need a picture of you when you were next to me I need an ex hoe that ain't dead to me I need you both dead, you and stephany Freedom and ecstasy I need a picture of you when you were next to me I need an ex hoe that ain't dead to me I need you both dead, you and stephany