My mind goes so fast, I'm just tryna slow it down I know I give the impression that I'm independent But I need a body right now Giddy up Give me a crush But it's never enough I need the rush You see, I give validation as soon as I get naked I know I should treat me sacred, but secretly I'm praying That we'll make it into daylight But they only love me when it's nighttime I throw myself into other boys' arms Just to get over the other one I throw myself away and break my heart To get over the love that died I don't know why I try, I try I don't know why I try When true love don't last, I get drunk and I run around town I squeeze myself into dresses Get real obsessive, I'm not his possession, I'm out Giddy up Tell me I'm lush Make a real big fuss Pretend that it's love You see, I get so frustrated and I text him, and I hate it I should lower my expectations, but secretly I'm praying That he'll come on over tonight Say he's sorry and that everything's alright I throw myself into other boys' arms Just to get over the other one I throw myself away and break my heart To get over the love that died I don't know why I try, I tried I don't know why I try I don't know why I try, I tried I don't know why I try I don't know why I try, I tried I don't know why, I Give me some love, give me some love Give me some love tonight Give me some love, give me some love Give me some love tonight I throw myself into other boys' arms Just to get over the other one I throw myself away and break my heart To get over the love that died I don't know why I try, I tried I don't know why I try I don't know why I try, I tried I don't know why I try I tried I don't know why I try, I tried I tried, I tried