Memories and tears describe me
Time passes and I keep feeling
Because I lost my light at the highest point
Now I'm lost in paradise
Tell me why you hurt me this way
Didn’t even want to look at my face
You are a lover of yourself, you only care about you
It’s normal to hurt me like this
You could have given me a reason to leave me
You should have explained to me, because I can’t see
I just want some of my sanity back
And I’ll finally come out of the dark
I’ve been bonding with a nice sharp blade
It keeps me company on the worst nights
I know you don’t give a fuck, I still exist
But you left me in the dark
You could have given me a reason to leave me
You should have explained to me, because I can’t see
I just want some of my sanity back
And I’ll finally come out of the dark
I hope one day all this pain will stop
I don’t want to love you anymore
I want to wake up from this nightmare
Though I still need my fucking light
You could have given me a reason to leave me
You should have explained to me, because I can’t see
I just want some of my sanity back
And I’ll finally come out of the dark
