Going Down

I've been hiding in my bedroom 
And my head's twisting 'round 
Under starry skies I'm sleeping 
I'm going up, I'm going down 

I've been manic on the phone again 
Understand it's not my mouth 
A neverending guessing game again 
This cursed thought is going south 
I'm going up, I'm going down 

Crying lonely, laugh out loud 
Trying mostly 
Won't you show me, show me how 
If you could only 

You can say I'm only dreaming 
But it's all that I can see 
You can pray to hollow idols 
But I carry them with me 

Crying lonely, laugh out loud 
Trying mostly 
Won't you show me, show me now 
If you could only