One day they're bound to give you a medal you always find me when I least want it well, hello here we go again I thought you would never look for me here Sometimes I hate myself for not telling you to piss off and leave me alone you're like a Sunday afternoon you fill me with sadness, depression and gloom I hoped you'd go away, it would be the first time I didn't have to listen to all the things that you would say if you were still around God knows that I don't need you to tell me exactly what to do and when and when I'm so glad that you're about to leave I'm so glad it means that no one controls me and no one possesses me Last night I had a terrible dream I dreamt I was present at your funeral the scent of carnations pleased my mind the sound from the organ filled me with joy I was so pleased by your death I was so happy at your funeral But seeing you now fills me with remorse I'm trying so hard to show that I like you my tap on your shoulder makes me embarrassed I'm laughing and joking a little to much you're like a Sunday afternoon you fill me with sadness, depression and gloom I hoped you'd go away, it would be the first time I didn't have to listen to all the things that you would say if you were still around God knows that I don't need you to tell me exactly what to do and when and when I'm so glad that you're about to leave I'm so glad it means that no one controls me and no one possesses me One day they're bound to give you a medal you always find me when I least want it well, hello here we go again you fill me with sadness, depression and gloom