Backwards

I felt it once when we came face to face. 
I didn't know but you felt so out of place. Feels like we're sliding backwards. 
Too much weight. 
Strength I lack. 
One more thought will break my back. 
Too much weight wears my mind. 
One more thought left to decide. 
Felt it once then gave a second thought. 
It's been so hard to pretend like I forgot. 
Feels like we're sliding backwards