Back in the day When I was a kid I used to believe I was born to win Just had to trust friendship My dreams and all that shit from Final fantasy All the fairytales got into my trails But it was a lie made for TV Coca-cola dreams arizona kings Deep web kinks raping memories I wanted to be anything Always something better than All this shit that I became My parents always did their best Nice guys stay for last So no one else to blame I always think of suicide But I take it off my mind 'Cause this shit is for the lame Take me for a mad guy Wrong step and I die I'm just a player on this game Punk rock shit, pop song hits Disney movies, bad street weed Pro-wrestling, sour taste drinks Punchs on my face never used blings Psone, tarantino flicks Cops on my back, acid on my trip Giving up on life, lethal weapon 3 Knifes on my mind get me outta here What do I say? I was raised with a tube In front of my face With cow & chiken and that dude Red devil insane That shit was dope And I admit I loved it And everything That was sick I look back and I was Living in the bay Smoking all day Running from the cops Going to the docks But it was okay Going to the highway Listening to shadowplay Mist in my mind Like sinatra in My Way Get the fuck away Gimme my pills Painting all grey Digging my grave Dizzy in my wave Living my days This is my base Ending my case King of the hills And working like slave