Crestfallen

So I sit and wait 
for time to pass 
for you to brake these chords 
bless me with distortion 

I stay up 
Wait for things to change 
Hoping for that single call 
To tell me I'm ok 

Will you slay me? 
Will you let go (already) 
I can't cope this 
I am fading 

I walk in circles, forever 
Charging up 
everything pass me by 
I am the liar, in this deception 
As well as the deceived 
open up 
Shut me in 
I need you, now get out 

Won't you kill me? 
Will you let go (already) 
I can't cope this 
I am hollow