Steady; breathe in again My armour's weaker now, so let's pretend You hear the things you don't You've learned to read my mind and still you won't See through me, and the lies that i have told The ways we've hurt ourselves and turned so cold Protect me like you never had a doubt My armour's weaker now but i stand proud Find me beneath the sand That clings onto your feet and to your hands Stop me from losing all The ones who time and time again stopped me before We could be left alone We could have changed the past and never known I am hidden and still i hide When will you find me? what will you find? So we say, 'hey i'm trying!' I'm trying and nothing seems to work All this strain comes from trying And trying, and knowing what it's worth I will stumble but i'll keep trying And trying, and promising i'll come back to you