Hands are wrapping around my neck - again A really tight grip I can’t fight back - I can’t They block my air I can hardly breathe - in I am begging but they won’t release - me Give me time - to go uphill But right now - I'm on a treadmill Every move - is a setback All I try - is a misstep Oh my God I have wasted Too much time with this hatred I'm really losing my patience I'm possessed by a Malphas I get pushed down to stay close to hell - and burn I feel so crushed this is my farewell When I stand up the ground turns to dust There’s no support, I’ve given up Oh my God I have wasted Too much time with this hatred I'm really losing my patience It’s been ruling me for ages Tell me who I could have been Without this chaos in my brain I'm really losing my patience I'm possessed by a Malphas You’re possessed by a Malphas You’re possessed by a Malphas Decay Brick by brick It takes all hope from me, me, me Give me time - to go uphill But right now - I'm on a treadmill All I try - leaves me hopeless Oh my God I have wasted Too much time with this hatred I'm really losing my patience It’s been ruling me for ages Tell me who I could have been Without this chaos in my brain I'm really losing my patience I'm possessed by a Malphas I'm possessed by a Malphas I'm possessed by a Malphas Malphas I'm possessed by a Malphas