You want me to see my life through your eyes Belittle deprave me to make you feel high It's the only drug that's enough for you to justify Your actions intentions so malicious So obvious your jabs are jealous You want an apology for what you want from me You worthless whore.. You want it so bad So you try to stab me in the back This is not my time for me to die There's not a cross to tall nor wide This is not a sacrifice for me to give to you To make us truly happy now I hope that you know that things are fine now I'm doing great now that your not around What a mistake I made to let you into my heart I trusted you I'm like a wine with time gets better Your like a fruit Rotten and weathered Your bitterness will suck the life right out of you I pray for you You want it so bad So you try to stab me in the back This is not my time for me to die There's not a cross to tall nor wide This is not a sacrifice for me to give to you To make us truly happy now Cuz nothing in this world is worth a second of my time They try to fool you feel you fill you fuck you up inside A new messiah is born pornographic suicide Hooked up to the respirator I digress America, fuck you This is not my time for me to die There's not a cross to tall nor wide This is not my time for me to die There's not a cross to tall nor wide This is not a sacrifice for me to give to you To make us truly happy now