I feel not the spark of life Just the cold of a knife Splendor is empty, starved of its soul Mirrored by my heart, an empty blackened hole My world is black My words are solemn In the murk of my nest I dwell A private Hell Coldly I sigh towards you all I hate you and I want to die Let my name fade in time Leave me to my weary ways Sick of heart, sick of mind Sick of never-ending days The world is grey It is for this I choose suicide Beauty is derelict in mine eyes Life is stale My blood runs black Fuck you all All must end It is for this I choose suicide Beauty is derelict in mine