I pray to God its like the end of the world But life is meaningless When I wake up without you Oh God I'm a terrible mess today Oh God I'm a terrible mess today And if I don't ignore the hole in my heart and move on Than by the end of the night I could end up bled to death Oh God will I ever get this back Where I was so long ago.... This city lights seem far away Are you looking for me? If I can only make it through this night Maybe something will bring comfort somehow I tell myself that I'll forget about girls But life is so much more with the touch of someones skin to mine My lust has brought me to my kness again Will I fall on my face Without you holding in my hand But I swear, I'll try I swear, I'll try (I swear, I swear I'll try)... And I'm still so terrifed by the crash of the waves And the sting in my eyes When can I finally see And I'm still so terrified By the ligths and the hands pull me in And I can breathe for the very first time I can't do this I can't do this I can't do this all on my own (And I'm still so terrified) If I can only make it through this night Maybe I will find the thing I need I can't do this I can't do this I can't do this all on my own (But I'm still so terrified) (But I'm still so terrified)