I'm stuck inside a body that I don't like Sometimes I try at night to turn out all the lights And pretend that I am in the shape to fight Every weight that's caving in on my body and mind alike And I want (such)? Trying to make things better for myself for my hell Should I feel like someone else and that's not right I'm not alright, this isn't right, I'm not alright I've caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague I try to write down some self praise, but I can't even fill the page I feel afraid, feel alone, feel like a captive in my own bones and I need out But I'm so in doubt I've caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague I try to write down some self praise, but I can't even fill the page I feel afraid, feel alone, feel like a captive in my own bones and I need out But I'm so in doubt I'm trying everything I can to help I just want to love myself I just want to love myself I'm hurting more than any one can tell I just want to love myself I just want to love myself I want to love myself