I can feel it in my guts I can feel it in the veins It's just another door shut It's just another restraint I'm numb to what I've lost I learn to hide within the plain I don't like what I've become Another day I spend in vain Terrified of who I am I'm waiting for the end To come and take me under Am I living in this lie Part regret and part denial Oh how can I recover Turning over in the waves (capsizing) Lost forever in this lonely grave (capsizing) If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on Or let this storm I made wash it all away It's the "no" from your lips It's the sadness in your eyes The emptiness I can't fix With a smile and a lie Terrified of who I am I'm waiting for the end To come and take me under Am I living in this lie Part regret and part denial Oh how can I recover Turning over in the waves (capsizing) Lost forever in this lonely grave (capsizing) If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on Or let this storm I made wash it all away No shelter in this place My head a hurricane I need someone to rescue me Don't abandon me Turning over in the waves Lost forever in this lonely grave If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on Or let this storm I made wash it all away Turning over in the waves (capsizing) Lost forever in this lonely grave (capsizing) If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on Or let this storm I made wash it all away (Capsizing) (Capsizing) (Capsizing)