Where Will I Find My Heart Tonight

I found hunger in the fields of plenty 
I found freedom in a ball and chain 
I found madness in the voice of reason 
I found mercy at the hangman's gate 

I've held the world in the palm of my hand 
And watched as it slipped through my fingers like sand 
Here I am alone again 

Where do I turn 
When all I see around me is a lie? 
If I close my eyes 
Where will I find my heart tonight? 
I know all my dreams have fallen on hard times 
And I'm so cold inside 
Where will I find my heart tonight? 

I found peace in the heat of the battle 
I found treason in the eyes of a friend 
I found hate in the words of a preacher 
I found fortune in a beggar's hands 

I close my eyes and pray for the light 
To guide my way 
Into the night, I fall 
And the world is crashin' down around my soul 

Why do I turn 
When all I see around me is a lie? 
If I close my eyes 
Where will I find my heart tonight? 
I know all my dreams have fallen on hard times 
And I'm so cold inside 
Where will I find my heart tonight? 

I have searched a thousand years 
Through the darkness and the tears 
And I don't think I can take another night 
Without you here 

Where do I turn 
When all I see around me is a lie? 
If I close my eyes 
Where will I find my heart tonight? 
I know all my dreams have fallen on hard times 
And I'm so cold inside 
Where will I find my heart tonight? 

Where will I find my heart tonight?