How Long I question myself yo' Flame why are you tryin'/ to live without the Lion of Judah inside you are dyin'/ Not communin' with the God of Mount Zion/ Can't you see you're denyin'/ the very God they can't break down to a science/ I know you're young and you see some things that you think you are missin'/ Man you trippin' you're missin' nothin' get back on your mission/ you followed the flesh next you would wallow in mess/ don't let thinkin' bout sex throw you back like a you're Mitchell and Ness/ don't get weary in your well-doin'/ you were doin' well until you let your well ruin and run dry/ tryin' to fulfill them selfish ambitions/ making sinful decisions without repentance leaves only contention/ don't forget you're a professin' Christian/ them lyrics you've written they don't mean nothin' unless they match your livin'/ no one ever received elevation dibblin' and dabblin' and rappin' with procrastination How long has it been since we've communicated/ oh Lord I'm tired of sin it keeps me humiliated/ so much sin in the world we in and I've been regenerated/ oh Lord I need Jesus, Jesus, Jesus oh, how long has it been? I haven't been girded with the full armor/ I've deserted your Word it turned to nervousness and then full drama/ it's better for me to have never known/ than to know the truth and turn back to what is wrong/ that's like spewin' from my own stomach/ then turnin' around and eatin' my own vomit/ when I've been made clean and I don't mean Comet/ Lord break me abase me make me face holiness/ shake me shape me make me face loneliness/ redeem me rescue this vessel press through/ so much just to get next to you it's stressful/ it helps to confess my test it's just to bless you/ disconnected I need to connect to you/ where can I go to escape from your presence/ you're omnipresent you're present in hell and present in heaven/ plus I'm weary and wounded/ my theory's consumed in/ iniquity's union my history is sick with influence Lord let these broken bones rejoice in a song/ givin' you glory until I get home/ never takin' my freedom and overthrow your authority on the throne/ livin' it holy until I get home/ desperate measures will I take from now on to stay away from what I'm knowin' is wrong/ selfcontrol because my suffering is long/ no more will I ignore the fact that it's on/ prayin' until you come back for your own/ I'm fearfully and I'm wonderfully made/ elected and affected by your irresistible grace/ and Lord that means something/ take my heart and then clean something/ make me mature and help me endure please/ deliver me from the guilt and the filth/ find me on my knees/ knelt down about to put my face to the ground/ when I start renewin' my mind it'll lessen the times I have to sing