Still to far from me Only now in real life Guess i´ve never been this free Guess it´s time to realise When you left your life collection Was it planned for me to see And i took the first moment Just to not let it be And i blame, i blame it all It all on me There was something in that mind Something wanished and gone And i just couldn´t follow What was going on When i tore apart your picture It was just cause it was old But i put it all together Just like i was told I never pictured that about you My home is no more immune You brought me my enemy Just like i told you not to And nothing in this world Can wash it clean And i don´t wanna be able To see how that could have been And i blame, i blame it all It all on me Headacher, painful Heartbraker, beautiful So i turn out all the lights And i sleep with open eyes