How To Kill a Feeling And Save a Moment

raise your head and look into my eyes
what's up now? it is always the same
all your words reverberate like the pictures in my head
all i want is to forget the things that should have been left undone
tell me how i should think of you now
tell me how i should act right now
do not look away from the scars you gave me
talk to me now just say anything
it is not my fault all i want is to tell you how i feel
you will not listen anyway you never did you never will
how should i act right now?