The sky turned black today The rivers ran red with the blood of world slain We're thrown into decay But no one seemed to notice No one seemed to care I try to hide from their eyes but they find me Try to break free of this place but it binds me I can hear I can see I don't live I don't breathe What have I become What has happened to me The screams of strangers shatter the silence But not a soul turns to face this new violence What is wrong With this place As the night Turns to day The hate continues to grow It festers even in me Chorus: I...I'm losing my way I...What have I become I...I'm losing my mind I...I've fallen from grace The darkness starts to envelope my being Yet through this cloud, I can feel the hate breeding All alone, by myself Ask myself, is this hell The blood continues to flow The force continues to swell It seems the pain of this world's never ending Memories start to flood back, I'm descending Take me back, to my life Never wanted, to die Feel the knife cutting through Finally realizing why (Chorus) I...Lost my way I...What's become of me I...I've lost my mind I...I've fallen from grace (Musical Interlude) The realization has finally hit me I am cancer who spreads malignancy In my faults I am done All my deeds Gone for one I bow my head in disgrace I see now nobody won I let them drag me down into that dark place There is no soul in their eyes or in their face Take me back To my life Never wanted To die In my faults I am done All my deeds Gone for one Say goodbye To the world That I used To despise