No way out - neither through screaming nor through crying Only fleeing and hiding seems to make sense Day by day I go through hell - my own one created by me In me hope keeps me alive - nothing else to hold on to I want to end it - I have to end it - I want to leave it all behind It's grinding me - I have to liberate me - I have to leave it all behind Recalling the memories - when will it end What I left behind. The feeling is so real. Recalling what I’ve lost - pushes my power away Regarding what I leave behind, the feeling is still so real - so painful Recalling what I’ve lost pushes away every power This numb feeling the agony has to end - no other thought enters my head Nothing else has a name Freedom, freedom - I don't care how much to pay